Today I’m sitting back listening to some of the nice music remembering the things I have did. Sense i retired I have did some traveling made new friends and got back with my old friends but what I like most is I am more closer with my family, they understand me more because raising them I had to be the mother and father but now I can be the mother and friend I love it now I have more friends than when I was raising them,me and the girls talk all the time and my son talks more now, it is nice to know your children love and respect you as an adult also just sitting here remembering some of the decisions I had to make by myself not knowing if it was the right thing but it ended up being OK thinking about how proud I am for my children knowing they are more things we will have to deal with, just knowing that we are still making it through loving it all the time.it’s going so fast I am glad I wrote down some of my thoughts for you all and for myself . It might help you realize we don’t know it all we also learn as we go but if you trust in God and what you believe in what ever the outcome you have did your best, that’s all we asked for in our lives so I am proud of my decisions I made.

Yes I am still here my health is good my mind is clear hope everyone else is good I have know word to say why I haven’t been writing just wasn’t there for me. So much has happened and still happening God is so great he has never left my side and I love him even more. If you believe in him and ask for his forgiveness he will listen, if you ask for his help he will help so don’t give up in what you believe in. (God loves you ).